i am: real, disorganized, tall, and im having a rather intimate love affair with
life. i always chew two pieces of gum and i truly believe a positive attitude is all you
need in life.
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honest comments. scary movies. puddle-jumping. GAP trips with gregh. retro boogie dance
parties. muchLOUD. political activism. the music video for ebolarama. ska covers. the
opposite of december. my niece. good concerts. st patricks day
. skanking. political
vandalism. screaming. cartoons. lucky charms. cinnamon toast crunch. asking people to
marry me. sauble beach. sunrises. cat stevens and eric clapton. chocolate malt fraccucinos
from starbucks. crack hats. watching storms with a special someone. dave matthews in the
rain. bonfires. the summer. gregh’s farm
. coffee. sunflowers, wild lilies,
tulips. SUNSHINE. cute, but not corny, love stories/movies. taking the LTC. not knowing
HOW to take the LTC. kurt
. alexander keith’s. my suitcase
. flannel. thievery
corperation. JUNIOR MINTS LIP BALM! symbolism. artsy movies. cardigans. when people
whisper in really old black and white movies. awkward silences. the space station under my
desk. aquaeous transmissions. movie moments. spontaneous dancing. dancing in general. 75
cent cheese buns from A&P. my blue zipup. the sound of a car driving slowly over gravel.
inspiring movies. waterbeds. vincent gallo. bhangra dohl drums. organic peanut butter
chocolate chip granola bars. green tea with honey. meeting someone, and trying to find out
absolutely everything about them. anticipation. acoustic guitars (namely mine). kissing
upside down. kootchie socks and warm woolen mittens. my new scarf. fedoras. nag champa.
custom piercings. potential. boys who dance. good vibes. being really cliche. smiling.
genuinely kind and caring people. mint chocolate chip ice cream. cutting sandwiches into
quarters. when my hair behaves. snoop dogg
. peace and quiet. being home alone.
feeling pretty inside and out. making other people happy. asking awkward questions.
drinking gingerale out of pink plastic wine glasses. shag carpets. bit nig night. smoking
joints in my fireplace. watching movies alone. sandwich crusts. making personal mottos out
of bollywood movie subtitles. camping. the outdoors. bean bag chairs. may 24. arts and
crafts with my niece. clementines. galoshes. irish spring. organic ice cream. organic
anything. giggle fits. trying to quote napoleon dynamite in french. poi. trust.
inspiration. subtlety. spinning in circles on the beach. park/beach/sidewalk benches.
dawson's creek. hippie skirts. boys in hippie sweaters.
hippies. the smell of
cedar. being a good influence on people. strangely enough, being single on valentine's
day. compliments based on my personality or style, rather than physical appearance.
laundry fresh out of the dryer. nicely rolled joints. singalongs. sweaterpants. the
emperor's new groove. generosity. passion. the desire to better yourself, and your
surroundings, as well as help other people to better themselves. moderation. anything
vanilla or cinnamon scented. candles. thai chicken curry. jiddu krishnamurti. massages.
productive afternoons. independence. hugs from behind. sunroofs. the ability to get
completed lost in music, and just dance to your heart's content. smooth legs. boy shorts.
flip flops. birkenstocks. helium balloons. getting dressed up for special occasions.
outspoken and forthright people. bass. recognition. cheddar cheese with mustard.
frequency. political activism. jamaican saunas. bad jokes. dilated pupils. reading
previous journal entries. the discovery channel. trumpets. feeding ducks. golf shirts. bad
jokes and puns. slow dancing in unusual public places. appreciation. goosebumps and
shivers. white cotton. colour coordination. bus surfing. lying in the sun. advance
preparation. roadtrips. cleaning my room. compromises and win-win situations. exhaling.
second chances. over-sized towels. fabric softener. febreze.
really roughing it.
orange juice with lots of pulp/and or ice cubes. holding hands. wake and bakes. patio
furniture. ankle socks. finger paints. traditions. funky beats. milk & cookies. heart to
hearts. fruit bottom yogurt. cute underwear. long car rides. people who fill out my
journal surveys. punctuation. butterflies in my stomach. slightly melted ice cream. cold
showers on hot days, and vice versa.
meghfest. greasy diners. morals.
self-sufficiency. responsible drinking. beautiful souls. regga jungle. funky breaks.
palindromes. terry cloth bathrobes. bill withers and neil young. tasteful nudity.
compassion. exceptions. revelations. soft skin. warm embraces. simplicity. evolution.
breakfast foods for dinner. animal crackers. shoppers drug mart. swingsets. warm breezes.
lying in grass. heartbeats. traintracks. gazebos. star-gazing. extra peach gum. pretty
nails. balloon animals. live bands. park festivals. adding to this list. blues. hardwood
floors. family guy. beausoleil island. gaga ball. epiphanies. snail mail. how it's made.
solid, down-to-earth people. twelve string guitars. harmonicas. the both combined. raspy,
gravelly voices, a la bob dylan. self-restraint. the smell of coconut and/or vanilla. epic
songs. beausoleil. check-in. nalgenes. personal space. aurora borealis. juxtaposition.
wicked quotes. graph paper. joel plaskett and donovan. spirit. "just like ol'
days". the little things. everything in moderation, like cologne. reliability.
genuine surprises. stability and structure. steady conversation. responsibility. extra
effort. cold red grapes. graph paper. making up for lost time. reunions. the smell of old
books. robbie robertson. good coats. goosedown. the truth. chocolate as an
anti-depressant. "coon tunes". sticking it to the man. buy nothing day.
adbusters. epic moments. nostalgia. parachutes. clarity. real christmas trees. the first
scissor cut in a fresh piece of construction paper. sparks between the sheets, literally.
thick denim. brown paper bags. white cotten tees. good posture. teamwork. homemade
valentines. laughing until you cry. the perfect shoes. creeper vines. footsteps in
stairwells. birch trees. the right music at the right moment. lap quilting. brown
corduroy. LARGE doubledoubles. hookahs. riding my bike home in the rain. plain cream
cheese. the toronto subway system. peach blunt wraps. the imprint of leaves on sidewalks.
the gardiner expressway at night. dubai. holding hands INSIDE mittens. chivalry. room
510. "the spin". little german bakeries. sexy russian accents. how one person
can change everything. ice cream for breakfast. beer with every meal. manual
transmissions. hearing a smile in someone's voice over the phone. facebook love letters.
chilled red wine. lots of pockets.
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any kind of ism. rudeness. apathy. stupidity. ignorance. religion. beggin me to cam will
piss me off. people who judge my intelligence on my age. abrasive personalities. thugs,
bitches and hoes. inconsiderate people. bad drivers. slow walkers. studded belts. whipped
cream. KFC. violence, of any sort. capital letters. and short loud people (cept for paige
). i HATE soup. the smell of cheap toilet paper and wet cardboard. when people say
"one large lump sum" over and over in commercials. especially in a fake british
accent. people who sit and watch while others work & dont offer to pitch in and help.
self-absorbed people. looooong ass goodbyes. fat ass fiancees. housework. bran flakes
without sugar. wearing my hair down. sunburns. bratty kids. seeing my dad and his slut
make out in public. how long it takes gregh to shower. when people fuck with songs on
kazaa. when anyone spends money on me. just dont do it. indecision. soul decision
.
when people talk during crucial parts of movies, or movies in general. the scar on my
stomach from the buckle on my star belt. waiting for unsure events. not knowing how other
people feel. feet. orange canoe-like purses. pessimism. negativity. chapped lips. false
pretenses. misinterpretations. cold hands and/or feet. certain pet names. apologizing too
much, or not at all. people who take things for granted. teen angst. shit disturbers.
unnecessary force. yanking on my lip ring when i put shirts on. compliments. group
projects. anyone who bitches about my age, and then ends up hitting on me later.
obsession, over anything. the word buddy. clingy-ness. the inability to get over things,
and move on. wallowing in self-pity. concentrating on other people's problems. spelling
words that end in y with an ie (eg. babie). rrrrreally long profiles. choking. loud
obnoxious underage drunks. runny noses. feeling inadequate. cocaine. excessive drug use.
improper milk to cereal ratio. paranoia. flakes. assumptions. being called cute.
tupac-worshippers. posting pictures, let alone FULL GALLERIES, of your cat. or dog. or
guppies. fair-weather friends. crappy acoustic renditions. forgetting people's names
(sorry, happens all the time.) the power hungry. disliking someone before you meet them.
"you know it". patronization. people who drag their feet when they walk. chewing
like a cow. obsessions. blatantly trying to impress me. unecessary repetition.
"hardcore dancers". obnoxiously straightedge people. people who think making fun
of each other is endearing. blowing my nose in front of people. when you finally get what
you've been waiting for, and you don't want it. alcohol. inaccurate first impressions.
inaccurate second impressions. feigned shock. elitism. jam shortages. procrastination.
regret. when people who don't know me/like me read my journal, makes me nervous. pictures
taken in dirty mirrors. getting dressed too soon after a shower. vampire freaks. gore.
private journals and/or entries. straight guys who wear thong flip flops. bucket hats.
blatant disrespect. myspace. hypocrites. doormats. quick transitions. music that doesn't
match my mood. not seeing what's right in front of you. food stuck in my teeth. toe-ing
the line. hollow bodies. pruny hands. white-out. flies. cheesies. my stomach. the
brand-obsessed. improper sleep schedules. romantic obligation. the self-obsessed. weak
hugs. pedestals. bright red lipstick. cold toilet seats. worrying/worriers/worries.
braces. orthodontists. orthodontic appointments. people who chat away on cell phones in
the car [when it's just you and them]. exercise-induced asthma. repeatedly getting my
hopes up. finding out that other megs spell it with an h. people who withold the truth.
weasels. nofx. greed. sore throats. "kiddo". maggots, both ways.
drug/alcohol-induced relationships. hesitation.
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